My Job Really Sucks Sometimes

When the pressure mounts and the clock ticks and I wonder what to do, which decision to make. When I feel like I "should" be able to handle something, but the reality is I just may crack and burn out and mess it up big time. When I wonder if choosing one way or another will make my child a better person in the end, or if it will just create a foundation for future problems and lead me to say "if only I". When I realize it's not life and death, but I want the best life and future I can give to my child but I just can't find my crystal ball to know which way to go. Yeah...that's when I think my job really sucks sometimes.